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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
im physically tired .. mentally drained .. all that i have trained fer.. will end tml .. but tml will oso be the beginning .. to get better .. yup ... it will be the end of a journey ... end of yjc bowlin team 06 .. littered wif wonderful .. yet painful moments .. just tis last bit of strength i have .. to go fer my all tml .. after which i will collaspe .. even break down no1 will care realli .. i will just sit dere alone .. reflecting on these past mths .. tml .. yes wondering tml doubt dere'll be any1 to support us .. well .. grew to it .. depending on ourselves now .. cuz of selfishness around mi .. the spirit is gone .. nv felt such fake yet optismistic feeling before .. the disapperance of the key that could have propelled us forward we could have done well .. we would have excelled .. yet tradegy befell .. now its gone .. nv to be felt again .. all "could" ... but can i predict tt tis wun go wrong if everyting was rite ? .. NO .. so dere's no use in would .. its just a word fer the hopefuls .. yes .. i used to believe .. tt miracle will happen .. i've grown wiser.. i noe such tings dun exist .. a painful birthday i will hvae tis year .. just hiding myself frm everyone